These poems are compositions I wrote since high school. Mostly are from my own experience. To tell you something about myself, I treat poems and songs as vents to my pent up emotions. It may be extremely corny to you for you may think it's really funny how I do a melodramatic poem while in a heartbroken state, but rest assured that not only you think that, for I freak myself out sometimes. Especially at times when my cheeks are tear-streaked and I go on writing sulkily. Be amused, or laugh if you want... believe me, I've done my part in laughing at myself (Of course, only after I've gotten over the experience I'm writing about. Ain't that delusional yet). But whatever your initial reaction may be, feel free to browse within the boundaries of my personal creations. Criticize, compliment, do as you may. This is a part of my past... the foundation of who I am now. A window to who I was, before I became ME.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

SINCERELY YOURS

Sincerely Yours...


Time was what I wanted and what I asked from you
For you don't deserve broken pieces, I needed to be new
A new me, one that's better, one that's whole and with a smile
One that's strong, one that's wiser, who's funny but with style

I stood, then I walked... I ran, as I cried
When I let you in, all I want is for these tears to be dried
So when you look, all you'd see is the sincerity in my eyes
Something real, something true... wouldn't that be nice?

I don't play... not with love, for my heart is at stake
To be fair, I don't play so your heart won't break
If you'll go, then just say it... to ME and not on a "shoutout"
In turn, be fair to me... stop making me doubt

10/21/10

Friday, October 15, 2010

MY OWN WORLD

MY OWN WORLD

In my place, I freeze time
I make up my own rules and my own crimes
I punish myself, then I apologize
I make my own sky, I make my own sun rise

In this place I dream a lot
I chase the rainbows, I hunt the treasure pot
I dive my own deep, mysterious sea
To find this beautiful pearl, wherever it may be

As I make this poem of my own place
You'd think it's pretty, so full of grace
But if you'd only look closer, you'd see through my eyes
That this place ain't pretty... not even nice

There may be wonders, there may be beauty
But it's one place only my eyes can see
For in this place, there's only me on my own
Yes. Look closer... I... am...
Alone.

03/12/09

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

SMILE


SMILE

Before you sleep I hope you think of me
For when I sleep it's you that I see
We are far... many miles apart
But it's not a reason to stop the beating of my heart

I may sound crazy, or maybe untrue
But ever since I saw you smile, there was nothing I can do
And even when I went away, that moment haunts me
Forever it will remain, here in my heart... and memory.


12/26/08
10:35:24PM

The Key


THE KEY

When you first came, I never knew
That my life would be changed... changed by you
'Cause when you found me, I was down and low
Afraid to wake up, scared of tomorrow

But even though I was broken inside
You still chose to enter, and searched where I hide
Then you broke the wall that I built so high
And set me free... you made me fly

You freed me from the chains that bound my heart
So now it's you who holds its biggest part
In you I found this kind of love
That's so clear as the sky above

I have been broken, yes, you know
SO even if my weakness shall sometimes show
I hope I'd be forgiven, and you'd still stay with me
'Cause for you I'll try to change, just wait and see

So please never leave me, "I love you", this is true
My name is pink... with you, I'm never blue
'Cause you hold the key that keeps my smile
And my time spent with you will always be worthwhile.


08/20/08
4:30AM